Michelle Lim Sheng Rong
Or maybe you know me as Peach-chelle @ Peach Teddie. 17 years old 6 Dec 1992 5Science1
SMK.St.Mary
Righthanded. Pessimist. Artist. Photographer. Designer. Little Wonder
Contact me at pumpkin.cabbage@gmail.com
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Friday, July 10, 2009 •
POOF I GO @1:56 AM
of lies and regrets
this is Lree. yeah, still Lree XD i just love drawing her. i love the buns on her head! =3= excuse me for not finishing her. i thought of drawing a background for her but i have completely ran out of ideas. boohoo! argh. i want to draw more and more and more! but when i look at those white pages, somehow, my heart beats faster and my mind completely goes blank. i don't know. sigh
oh yeah, i forgot, this drawing of Lree is dedicated to zemotion (Zhang Jingna) who showed me the beauty in photography. she is just so awesome.
and, DRAMA COMPETITION IS NEXT TUESDAY! *scream!* nervous nervous man! tmr we're gonna go check da place out. woohoo!
Kaiser loves water too much that he dives into the fish tank when he thinks we're not looking and wets the whole compound.
AND I'M NOT GOING FOR PLKN!!! OAHAOAHOHOHOHOHOHAHO! yeah! *jumps around happily* yay yay yay! *reaches 100% hapiness*
today i got lectured by PnGa for skipping her class on monday. kenalah marah gilagila from her with theeviyah.. im too lazy to tell the story again so leave it hanging here yeah. im tired gilagila. haven't been sleeping enough for almost a week now and i mean only sleeping at 3am or so. tired! got a lot of things i gotta do, no idea i can buat semua.
today's drama practice was cool. esp when we sat down and talked and Aisyah, Kami and Mariam came up with the Lame Show and then Ramya, Aisyah and Theevi with the Who Wants To Be Michael Jackson show. our class should really invest in a video camera to record all these silly moments LOL. today i wore that surgical mask thing thing to school, and my classmates said i looked like michael jackson. i took it off after recess LOL.
I AM ACHING TO GO BACK TO MY SKECTHBOOKS! SO MANY EMPTY PAGES, SO LITTLE TIME!
AND NO, OPTIMUS PRIME DID NOT DIE in transformers 2: Revenge of the Fallen.. he is merely in a 'stasis lock', the transformer equivalent to a human coma..
quoting from the oficial novel of the film, by Alan Dean Foster
Sam could barely bring himself to speak, but at last uttered the impossible words: "Is he-is he dead?" Ratchet's response was suprising, if not overly reassuring. "No, not at least in the human sense of the word. He is, however, in complete stasis lock, and will remain so until his internal systems can repair the damage. ..."
I AM SO SICK OF PEOPLE COMING UP TO ME AND SAYING THAT OPTIMUS DIED. noooo he did not! stasis lock i try to tell them. but they go 'NOOOO! HE DIED!!" i mean, c'mon, that proves you people don't listen to the words but look at the visuals ONLY. if they mentioned it in the book they gotta mention it in the movie too, right? so for the last time, don't come to me and tell me that optimus died, cause he did not. and no, i haven't watched the movie.. too busy these few days... =(
and yes, one more thing is bothering me.. and transformer fans out there, autobots and decepticons alike, someone please explain this to me.. in the first movie, after the fight in Mission City, Bumblebee speaks but in the second film, he reverts back to using bits from the radio announcements and etc... someone suggested that Ratchet had installed Jazz's (who got ripped apart by Megatron ouch) vocal processor in Bumbleebee... but i kinda doubt that.. ah, another explanation that i had gotten is that Ratchet had beamed some laser thing at Bumbleebee during the first meeting between Sam and the Autobots.. IMHO, that was some sort of medical checkup to check Bee's condition since Bee arrived earlier and all..
i think i feel like eating pizza. kaiser's okay, mango's okay. kaiser's growing very fast. soon he'll be as big as mango lol..
oh yeah, i placed 4th in class.. an improvement, since i placed 8th and 6th last year.. i only get even numbers LOL... but srsly, i prefer odd numbers.. coz they're odd. =D no time for drawing at all.. my graphic work is due the day after tomorrow. and i'm only halfway of what i had completed with kuroi lol.. ah, gasp.
and and and, a form 1 girl who is down with H1N1, omg! in our school? OMG st.marians, lol, stay away from 1A.
hahah.. i'll find my masks if i rmbr to, tmr.. hopefully we'll snap our class layout pictures tmr. ==]] we've been delaying it since the clash, since we jatuh semangat lol.. okay let's see... 1. graphicwork 2. classlayout 3. lkklayout 4. sejarahnotes 5. mathshomework 6. bmtatabahasa and the list will never end, sigh.. I TTLY HATE PN.Ga she gets on my nerves and vice versa. she's just so.... urgh. if she were a student, she'll be an Umi cheerleader. urgh! scary! she's even worse than MissG that i already hate so much. thank God it's my last year in highschool.
yes, although my mother is a teacher, i do not respect much teachers out there. those that i actually do are teachers like PnGr, PnCh, PnJ.. these teachers are cool, they even make me feel like studying harder for their subjects.. unlike some teachers that make me feel like dropping that subject... @_@
lol, pn judy entered out class in the morning and i announced that i wanted to eat asam laksa... and then after school, i unconciously bought asam laksa. Pn Judy saw me and laughed at me.. lol, i guess the thought of food don't although i don't think about it... urgh, what am i saying? somehow, my english has gotten worse. damn damn damn!
yay! at 3.15am sharp i finished my addmaths project! i started at like 11.00pm maybe LOL, i dunno. AT LAST! tomorrow's the deadline and i just started just now HOHOHO. smart michelle!
okay, got a LOT of homework to do, sadly. AND graphic work to do, damn! Pn.I wants the work done by the end of the month =( GOGOGOGO MICHELLE!
LOL, we were leaving the house and so my dad closed the automatic gate and I was checking to see whether the doggies were approaching... smart little Kaiser (yes we decided on naming my GSD that) rushed towards me with his toy in his mouth and i panicked. because he's very tiny and i was afraid that he might get crushed, so guess what i did? i tried to stop him, and in the process, i had to lean forward and put myself in between the two gates that were closing because the gap was already very small. and and and and my father had already turned his back and was making his way to the car outside. so my mom shouted lol, and i was stuck head inside, body outside. PAIN LOL PAIN. Kaiser got scared seeing me like that, that he went back to Mango obediently LOL. my jaw is still hurting a lil, man...
I CAN TOTALLY SEE THE HEADLINES GIRL'S HEAD DETACHES FROM BODY IN AN EFFORT TO SAVE DOG or maybe GIRL LOSES HEAD FOR DOG
LOL. it'll be so cool!
during computer club, huisan showed me her collection of Kuroshitsuji pictures... *fangirls* AAHHHHHH!!! SEBAS-CHANN! PnJudy belanja-ed us icecream today coz we entertained her with carrying the door LOL. urgh, totally hate the fact that our class layout idea was the same with sc2... we discussed the layout since like months ago and few days ago, tracy came to class and said that she heard that sc2 had done the same idea... =( Sonia said great minds think alike LOL! sad sad sad sad... but lol, because of that, i'm gonna make sure ours will look the best LOL. *evil laugh* and and and, WHAT? i'm supposed to do for LKK too? but takde picture macam mana ni?
gonna get a new doggie, a german shepherd.. he's at my uncle's house now and we'll probably pick him up tomorrow or somewhere this week.. my dad wants to name him Kaiser.. i wanted a Seth or a Sebastien.. *fangirls* lol lol lol mel wants to name him Gunther.. yes, after Gunther in God Save Our King (?) lol..
anyways, i finally scanned this image after like completing it ten centuries ago lol. XD
added some texture on it. Gasp is finally on deviantart.com lol....
i know, the arms look weird.. but i dont feel like correcting anything because as it has been in my sketchbook for so long and had been flipped over and over by people who ask to see my sketchbook, it has achieved a worn-out smudged kind of look, know what i mean? and by erasing, it'll leave a i've-been-erased-and-that's-why-i'm-whiter-than-the-rest-of-the-page kind of look. so yeah, i dont wanna erase anything.. i also feel that the word Alcohol should be replaced with drinking and DO YOU SEE THAT HER HAND ON YOUR RIGHT IS UNFINISHED? ZOMFG IT'S LIKE LEFT HANGING THERE OMG.
lol, gotta go back to sch tmr. =( =( i don't wanna grow up lol! love, pitch
lol, my results are 6A1s, 1A2, 2B3, and 1C6 C6 for BM LOL LOL LOL.. in ascending order lol, BM - 48 FI - 60 MO - 64 SJ - 69 BIO - 75 KI - 77 MT - 83 MA - 91 LIT - 95 BI - 95
conclusion : this girl has to work harder cause all her As are borderline ones. urgh! work work work! *ties band around head* i will strive to be like Hikari in Special A! srsly, she is so motivated and driven to defeat Takishima! i must be like her! it's time to put those posters up lol..
on another note, the class and society pictures are out and they areeee soooooooo cuteeeeeeeee... you guys should really check out the LKK junior commitee picture.. neer, jose, chaiyeen, and some other people i cannot rmbr and i had to sit thru the junior picture too coz we were commitee and the candid picture came out sooooo cute!!!! we look so YOUNG!! soooo cuteeeeeeee....... *fangirls over picture*
made a lot of careless mistakes in both maths and addmaths.. like forgetting to write x=.... although i already had gotten the answer and transferring wrong numbers from the question to my workings... -18 became a +18... *cries* i even plotted a wrong coordinate on the graph!! *GASP* ahhh, no matter... what's over is over lol...
me not going jogathon tmr lulz.. church camp!!! wooh!
a lot of things happening in my life right now, that i hardly got time to sit down and think about the events that happen but i guess i like the way it is now. i'm pretty sure of myself, and though i'm not sure of my direction and my path, but i've learnt from jeremycamp that instead of forcing my own way in this world, God will open new doors for me. =)
my back hurts.. i got up from my chair to greet teacher and then there was this 'crrk' sound and feeling from my back and since then it has been aching.. can't really sit straight coz it hurts even more doing so.. even sleeping hurts.. need to put a pillow to support my back to sleep lol.. *sad face* XDXD
okay... lol, have to go check whether the latest kuroshitsuji chapter is out XD
I am supposed to pursue my dream in this narrow winding road, stuttering in the crowds of people It's not that I want to return to that past, I am just searching for the sky I have lost. I hope you understand. Don't show the sad face as if you have been sacrificed. Tears do not end a sin. We have to carry it with us through in this maze of feelings with no ends in sight. Who am I waiting for? As scribbled on the blank note, I want to be more honest. What do I want to escape from? Is it this thing called "reality"? "For what am I living?" In the middle of the night as my memories are fading. I can't play safe anymore, but there is nowhere to go too. There's still so much in life to remove this feeling. I will feel nostalgic about it. I welcome this pain. I have to apologize for this. Ah, I'm sorry. I can't say it well. I'm just causing worries. Everything that I embraced that day. Everything that I will embrace tomorrow I will not arrange them in any order. I hope you understand. I closed my eyes but I could still see things I do not want to see. Unnecessary rumours that I hear for the first time, so what? "Face it and you will be friends" Don't tell lies like these. My heart being agitated from deep inside, a burning sensation runs through my body. Actually I'm expecting something from this thing called "reality". "For what am I living?" I want to shout it out loud. Can you hear me? I can't play safe anymore, but there is nowhere to go too. I am grateful for all the kindness, so I want to become stronger to march on. I do welcome friends and foes. How do I open the next door? I'm thinking. The unretractable story has begun. Open your eyes. Open your eyes. There is still so much in life to remove this feeling. I want to start all over again so that I can complete what I haven't done. Shall we go AGAIN? "For what am I living?" I want to shout it out loud. Can you hear me? I can't play safe anymore, but there is nowhere to go too. I am grateful for all the kindness, so I want to become stronger. I feel the nostalgia. I welcome this pain. YUI - Again
English Translation by Tigerpanda13 of THIS SONG seriously very very beautiful song... lol, yeap, i love FMA brotherhood! =D
peach - mak miah: LOL.. you still keep it? O_____O HAHAHHAA peach - josie: put the image url in the url box =D peach - kimiko: lol.. about stealing your fave number, 13.. lol... okay then lol... when got time i'll go take a peek.. =D manga is always better than anime in my opinion peach - misheru: by putting the image url in the url box.. transformers is coming out june 24, next next wednesday! peach - little rain: hahhahaha, really? sunflower sunflower... your hair yellow ke? lol lol peach - misheru: urgh urgh urgh! she's so disgusting! lol lol peach - mak miah: lol.. of course i am good but im still not siao okay.. im perfectly okay! peach - joanneTPH: no problemo! peach - jessyca: LOL LOL.. i don't think i ever listened to her songs before but when i went to your blog then the song sounded familiar and i saw her name lol.. peach - someone: why say sorry? you did not do anything wrong.. what do you not know how to tell me? O_O peach - hoyan: OH! i see i see.. i love lucky star! KONATA GOGO! *fangirls over konata* peach - little rain: *stomach growling* i ate durian just now.. XD peach - misshermes: LOL LOL. nothing is better than lucky star! KONATA GOGO! peach - .....: urm.. you're forgiven? peach - little rain: lol.. not hate you la of course.. eh eh eh eh! i hvnt belanja you yet! peach - michelleling: LOL.. yeah, coz i'm wearing my cloak of invisibility! peach - misheru: haha.. thanks! =D peach - joanneTPH: lol lol.. yeah, the crazy one.. they think i'm crazy so that's why they call me that.. T^T peach - little rain: hmm? why? dont emo emo.. tak baik untuk kesihatan.. next time just sms me if you wanna talk, k? peach - kimiko: my plan = get 10A1, get scholarship to do art, get a good job, marry and die happily peach - misheru: LOL.. yeah! thank you thank you! the back of the shirt has my SEMANGAT design on it! peach - peterloke: yeap.. XD peach - little rain: lol.. coz my parents do not like cats.. *cries* peach - jessyca: *nods* yeah.. totally agree... =D peach - ...: and so are you, having been brainwashed by the media and the public. peach - peterloke: yes yes yes! peach - misheru: lol.. yeah, surely.. i got it at that book fest at MINES.. peach - jessyca: lol lol lol.. okay okay.. i'll write a review soon! peach - misheru: yeah, it's okay, but kinda cliched and predictable.. not to mention that the storyline wasn't fluid and the ending was to abrupt.. peach - hoyan: my thoughts exactly! i bet vanessa is actually a witch and has put him under her spell or something.. peach - peterloke: yeah yeah! peach - mak miah: why want to jump into me suddenly lol? lol, shinoda is gone, can't touch him anymore.. =( peach - josie: yeahhhhhh.. he should choose ME! mango's a guy! peach - lulu: LOL, thank you! yessir! peach - cammy: eih? why hate me? aiya, i know! coz im cute! =D =D =D *perasan*
okay, my house got broken into on wednesday.. my dad was at work, my sisters, mum and i were at school for my drama practice. 3 laptops, 1 lcd, a lot of jewellery, 1 dslr, 1 camera, a lot of cash, 2 bags, batteries, tissues... i know, weird robbers. practically they took all the stuff that are portable, so they did not touch the televisions or the pc... yeah, i'm very sad coz i've lost shinoda and kuroi and the money i was saving to buy MS/DC Xander... but sometimes things happen for a reason and i'm pretty sure God has a plan behind all this.. i just hope the person holding Shinoda right now will treat him properly.. but i really really am thankful that i had drama practice on that day coz who knows what might have happened when we were in... i'm happy that none of us are hurt, except quite traumatized and shocked lol.. we reached home, saw the closed gate, opened door and no dad's car. so analysing the information, my mum and i froze. my mum asked me to stay inside the car but i went into the house with her anyway... the whole house was in such a mess.. every cupboard opened and the contents spilling out like water.. my mum checked downstairs while i made my way upstairs, phone in hand ready to call the police if i heard anything lol.. thank God nothing was there... =3= but my room.............. was completely trashed and quite impossibly, messier than it had ever been lol.. funny how i can laugh freely about it now.. bible study finished about an hour ago, and some of the kids asked why i can still smile and laugh about the robbery since they know how important shinoda was to me and how i treasured kuroi... i guess it's just that i have peace inside... sure, i'm sad, i've lost two gifts that my parents bought with their hardearned money.. i earned those gifts... shinoda was for my pmr results and kuroi for my UNSW results.. but sometimes we just have to accept it when something is taken away.. no, i do not hope for a new laptop or a new DSLR.. i will work for it, the right way, instead of pestering my parents to buy me another lol.. i wanna get out of school and work! feels kinda weird without shinoda. i'm too used to seeing cool stuff and i'll go "hey, i gotta take a picture of this"... but now i don't have a camera lol... the lily outside bloomed on that day so i kinda teared in front of it.. i mean, it bloomed perfectly and there was no camera to capture it's beauty... T^T ah, and i worked very hard during the holidays doing my edboard graphic work but i guess everything is gone bcoz i did not save any backup as usual.. XD yeah, i never do learn do i? first it was the EAK thing now it's this.. rmbr, michelle, BACKUP! one good thing about the break in; my room is finally for once, CLEAN! it is so clean and empty that i cannot even believe it is my room. XD my dad was so shocked when he saw my room LOL!
guess my holidays didn't turn out as boring as i thought it would be.. and no, i haven't touched the addmaths project and i haven't finished even one of the chemistry past year paper.. sigh... gotta work twice as hard to finish homework and to meet the deadline PnI gave.. =3= oh great..
last picture taken with Shinoda.. thank you so much.. in loving memory of a true companion.
of lies and regrets
last picture taken with Shinoda..
