Michelle Lim Sheng Rong
Or maybe you know me as Peach-chelle @ Peach Teddie. 17 years old 6 Dec 1992 5Science1
SMK.St.Mary
Righthanded. Pessimist. Artist. Photographer. Designer. Little Wonder
Contact me at pumpkin.cabbage@gmail.com
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(-of aspirations and defeats-)
Saturday, November 7, 2009 •
POOF I GO @9:03 PM
been so long since i last updated. i got the taylor's principal award scholarship. just need to decide to take it or not.
what i want to take is illustration or fine art, like some of you know. but the course i applied for while applying for this scholarship is graphic communication design coz they do not offer illustration or fine art there. so i have to decide to either take this scholarship or risk it all by not accepting this and risk my chance into going into an art-related career. since my parents would probably not approve of me going into art. what do i do? do i follow my dreams? i don't know. just wasting my time, letting the clock tick, hearing voices in my head while sitting here not doing anything. sigh. it's such a bother thinking about the future. it gets me depressed and i end up not studying for the whole day. great.
i don't feel like doing anything. really, seriously. no more coke. i feel useless.
i don't remember taking this picture lol. must be such a very very long time ago.
lol. yst i got all my marks for trials lol. i did okay-okay only la.. @___@ 7A1, 2A2, 1B4 yes, you guessed it, B4 for BM. =D
could have done better but i have no regrets.
life is beautiful. i'm savouring every last moment of my school life. wish i had Shinoda to take more pictures of my friends *gets depressed* ah, no matter.. i believe everything happens for a reason. i know that God has a plan for me. and He knows what's best for me.
My godmother recently passed away. She was a wonderful person, seriously. I don't think I've ever met a more kindred spirit. Sometimes I wonder why things have to happen, why people have to die, why sad things have to happen. Sometimes I try to understand but all I get in the end is more confusion and depression. and when i give up trying to understand, I realise, that in order to feel joy, one must feel sadness first. that in order to be strong, we must face trials. that things must happen, to allow other things to happen. like for my aunt's death, i was comforted by the fact that through her death, her family came to Christ. like i said, everything happens for a reason. birth follows death, ya know?
SPM is so near and I do not know why I am still sitting in front of this computer although I scored badly for trials lol. tambahan pula ada new grading system; A+, A, A-. zzzzz kinda ridiculous. imagine how my SPM result slip will be.. a mixture of A+, A-, A.. (if i manage to score an A+ whatever it may be) ahahahaha.
I BOUGHT MY FIRST EVER GLB! just to own one of zemotion's art. =D i hope i will be able to save up more money to buy her actual prints and also buy her book. T^T kami-samaaaaa~ T^T lol, anyways, her photographs are as always, AWESOME. and i found out that my fave glb model is URi. she's so pretty. =D
and for ICAS exam, i managed to land another distinction. and i'm in the top 3%! i consider it an okay-okay achievement coz last year i was in the top 5% only.. but I kinda am disappointed coz I actually wanted to get a high distinction (top 1%).. i know it's kinda hard to get since i didn't study and all.. but it's not wrong to dream, right? XD
spm isn't over yet, and i'm already planning on what i want to do after it. 1. DRAW!!!!!! (i'm like aching to draw so i am trying to curb my desires by keeping away my sketchbooks) 2. get a job (preferably as a comic artist's assistant. anyone knows a comic artist or photographer in need of assistance after SPM?) 3. dye my hair (green!!!!!! lol, maybe wine red together with mun2 XD) 4. learn to paint (oil paint, acrylics, i don't know any shit about them. all i know is that i love paintings and i want to learn how. not to mention that Soubi from Loveless is a painter) 5. get my driving license
lol, i think i should go. oh yeah, i forgot to mention.. CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT I ACTUALLY SCORED AN A1 fOR SEJ? lol! i scored a 80%. from form 1-3, all i could manage was a string of Cs. no higher, no lower. except for PMR when i worked my butt off revising only history for it. no other subjects lol. for form 4, i continued my string of Cs, with the occasional B and A. for form 5, it increase la a lil bit, becoming B3s peppered with the occasional A2. and look. suddenly an A1.
You drew a blank! You are Kerrie... You barely have any friends and most of the time you spend alone in your messy room. But even so, You like fashionable clothes and surficial things, because they distract you from your heartstrings.
i fell in love with this song by len. len is just so cute. and although i am no yaoi fan, i love the kaitoxlen pairing.. lol, i dunno.. @__@
and these are the lyrics in the video description..
Kagamine Len - The Sand Mountain That Reaches The Sky Watching red flowers...Outlines turned into shadows A thin string was cut off... (now) I'm living on alone Only it's vanishing off again... foot sound of ideals... I have to go... far away... Shapes are breaking away I'm repeating (once) again What you are piling up A sand mountain that reaches the sky Waves broke it down and... Ocean is reflecting the sky Watching the blue color...(that) draw streamline I saw who I love... We are living (this world) together "Katan-Katan" Rumbles the bouncing train ... Running after that I was getting closer to the other (side) Goodbye... (To you) drawing apart (with the train) (To you who) still looks back ...I'm piling it up too The sand mountain that reaches the sky ...Waves broke it down and Ocean is reflecting clouds Someone's voice sounds... Someone's voice is sounding....
anyways, TRIALS ARE OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR! OH YEAHZ! *jumps happily*
today i solved a crime. i've gotten too lazy to explain it since i've told the story like twice in the past hour so im gunna shuddup. ahahaha.
yeah, i was bored during my 'studying'. then i spotted my markers lying on my table, looking so tempting and all. XD so i just had too. this are sharpies and markers on plastic lol. 2 reds, 1 pink and 1 blue marker.
and with less saturation,
kay, got to go
and yes! it IS LREE!!! in red/pink hair though.. in my character sheet, i intended for her to have brownish hairrr~ it's cause i have no brown markerrrrr... T^T
sometimes this scares me. i wonder who is the one searching my full name. like urm, it's super scary. you can just memorize my url, ya know. instead of searching everyday lol.. @___@ and that was taken quite some time ago lol, yeah, i am SO backdated.
im supposed to be studyinggggg~
i've been doing some research here and there for the doujinshi! research = sketching dresses in front of computer lol anyways, my coke supply in gonna run out, sadly... my parents are like reducing my coke supply...!
wooh, i miss EAK days. they seem so carefree and burdenless now. T^T
i should probably stop surfing the net. and get on with studying.
but. im too lazy.
help me somebody? T^T
this time the As wont come flying. i would need to beg and grovel for it. AAARRGGHHH... i SO NEED TO STUDY. but what am i doing?
drawing ref pictures of Kagamine Rin for our non-existent doujinshi. LOL la di du dum. bachelors in illustration is my goal. c'mon michelle, nobody is going to help you get there if you don't get your butt up and get a scholarship to do that. and how are you gonna get that scholarship if you don't get straight As? HUH? HUUHHHHH?!?!?
peach - misheru: lol, don't be sorry. peach - misshermes: coz she sang on FMA. lol. FMA is cool, next stop the manga! peach - peterloke: LOL, yeah she's really great. im also addicted to it. peach - mak miah: lol.. T^T peach - little rain: lol, i dunno. but i have been since when i was young. i rmbr last time during secondary sch, i made my own batu seremban and i named each of them but i kept on forgetting who was who coz the stickers i stuck on them kept falling off after playing with them. ahahaha peach - misheru: i think it's pretty late to answer but normally it is handled by the treasurer. peach - josie: lol.. yeah exactly. gone gone gone like the wind. =( peach - little rain: lol.. my friend who is like a genius got 96 in both wei, 4 more marks to hundred.. camp ada, but very seldom coz i tak boleh tahan tak de internet peach - mak miah: lol, but recent sketch book = empty. kerana tak de masa to draw.. *sigh* peach - hoyan: LOL LOL LOL. thanks! peach - kimiko: lol.. i dont think it's excellent.. =( i want to be like her =( peach - misheru: scary? what is? ME? MUAHAHAHA peach - kimiko: lol.. i dunno about that. sad, right? T^T peach - little rain: lol i went ok! peach - jessyca: lol.. one of my classmates who had a friend in your class said her friend told her or smth like that... i tend to overreact sometimes.. @__@ peach - little rain: but not nice la that nameeeee peach - mak miah: lol, thankss.. tapi you must say that the creator also lawa gila ma.. peach - geek: urh, no im not.. but thanks? peach - misheru: uhuhuh,, thanks! peach - jessyca: *crosses fingers* peach - zh3n: yes dumbo chicken? *kick* peach - josie: lol lol lol. coooollll peach - little rain: busy busy busy, of course! XD peach - hoyan: lol.. yeah.. but the photos havent get yet... so belum dapat dibuat.. peach - kavina: ahahahah =D peach - misheru: thankksss... peach - little rain: YEAH I KNOWWWW!!! my friends always find white hair on my head. T^T im olddddddd... peach - miraii: =D =D =D =D =D =D =D =D see my smiling face? XD peach - gabs: yeap.. XD
my coke supply has run out. i am running on empty. *faints* i need more fuel!
sometimes this scares me.
wooh, i miss EAK days. they seem so carefree and burdenless now.
